This is one of those stupid times nobody tells you about when you’re a kid.
I’m sitting here in some random neighborhood in Durham, NC with a car that overheated because of a stupid hose that disconnected because of a stupid clamp that apparently can’t do it’s job and stay clamped. I know exactly how to fix the problem but I am unable to do so because I don’t have any stupid tools with me. Now I have to wait 30 stupid minutes for a tow truck to come take me back to my workplace, where I had left not that long ago to run one stupid errand.
It’s Walmart’s fault. Their stupid website told me that there was a store 3 miles away from work. It was only when I got there that I realized that there was no clarification on the website that this was a GROCERY STORE ONLY. Fantastic. It was in that parking lot that my car stalled (it’s done this before – I won’t tell you what kind of car it is, but I will never be buying one of those again), leaving me perpendicular to parked cars, not being able to move. I felt so stupid. It took me 5 attempts to get the stupid thing started again, and when I was en route to another Walmart (an ACTUAL super center), I smelled the burn and saw the indicator that it overheated. So naturally I went to the nearest random neighborhood I could find and began trying to remedy this stupid situation.
Alas, I am still waiting for a tow truck.
The whole thing is stupid.
I mean…maybe not the whole thing.
The weather is really nice. The neighborhood seems quiet enough.
Im sitting on a brick half-wall in the shade. That, coupled with the breeze, is quite nice.
It’s a really beautiful August day here in NC.
Work can still happen at work without me; nothing’s gonna fall apart because I’m not there.
My current situation really isn’t that bad, I suppose.
I have a car. Sure, it’s on the fritz currently, but it does it’s job most of the time.
I ate lunch. I drank. The heat is bearable, even if I had to sit in it directly.
Thank God I don’t have to sit in sweltering heat with no food or water.
I’m in a neighborhood, so if my current situation were dire, I might be able to find somebody to open their doors to me for a few minutes.
I’m not without access to shelter. I guess that’s kind of a “win” by global standards.
(Look at that! Just got a phone call that the tow truck should be here in 10 minutes.)
I have a place to go home to that isn’t in foreclosure.
I have kids and a wife that are healthy.
I have food to put on the table.
I have a job to go to tomorrow (although I created that job for myself and I’m my own boss, it’s still a job).
I’m not worried about my electricity getting turned off. I know that I have access to clean water at the turn of a faucet.
I don’t live in a place that I have to worry about walking outside my front door to an unsafe world.
Within reason, I don’t have to worry about getting shot today.
I’m not currently worried about losing my city, home, loved ones to air strike.
I’m not being beheaded in Iraq.
Yes, I can freely practice my religion.
…I guess my current situation isn’t really that stupid.
It’s just not what I had planned for today.
Yes, that IS God laughing.